Our Bodies Archive Them All

Experiences of war, caste discrimination, class violence, and trauma do not simply pass through us; they leave deposits; they become us.

Saji P Mathew OFM


We are in the midst of a lot of things: an Epic Fury—the Iran war which has eclipsed and jeopardised lives everywhere; remembering Ambedkar as we celebrate his birth; the grand completion of Kochi Muziris Biennale—the greatest art encounter in Asia; other disturbing things like the Epstein files, the Transgender Persons Bill 2026, and of course, the holy season of the Ramadan, Good Friday and Easter. We may categorise these to political, social, cultural, religious, and so on; but look again, there is something that goes through all these without escape—our bodies.

There is a telling German word, primarily rooted in the work of existential philosopher, Martin Heidegger, Dasein, literally meaning ‘being there’ (da = there, sein = to be). Dasein describes the unique, lived experience of the human condition; an entity that is acutely aware of its own existence. It captures the feeling of being thrown into a world, a culture, and a time we didn't choose, yet still carrying the burden and the freedom to navigate it, make choices, and ultimately confront our own mortality. Dasein is the brutal physicality of our being—a body thrown under.

The idea of ‘the body as archive’ asks us to think of flesh, blood, and nerve as a site where history is inscribed and held. Scholars, writers, and activists across traditions have come to understand that the experiences of war, caste discrimination, class violence, and trauma do not simply pass through us; they leave deposits; they become us. The body, as Diana Taylor has argued, holds memory in ways that text and institutions cannot; the body's memory is living, transmitted person to person, and generation to generation.

When war with its human brutalities enters the bodies, be it of soldiers, civilians, refugees, and survivors, they carry the war in their nervous systems long after the bullets stop. I have known people who lived though the deprivations caused by World War II. Even amidst plenty they hide a couple of morsels of bread, thinking, what if the next meal does not arrive. They startle and flinch at a sudden sound; it is not dramatic exaggeration, but the body's memory of a time when sounds meant danger. Civilians who survived the Partition of India, the genocide in Rwanda, the carpet bombing of Vietnamese villages, all carry the war in their bodies in ways they often cannot articulate. Survivors of Partition have reported that certain smells, burning, particular spices, the dampness of particular seasons, still bring on waves of panic or grief that cannot be connected to any clear thought. The body has kept its own record.

Bessel van der Kolk, one of the foremost researchers on trauma, makes a devastating observation in his landmark book, The Body Keeps the Score, "Trauma is not stored as a narrative, with a beginning, middle, and end. It is stored as sensation. Van der Kolk goes on to describe Tom, a Vietnam War veteran who could no longer connect with his family. Tom himself said that after his experience, it had become “truly impossible for him to go home again in any meaningful way.”

If war writes itself on the body through shock and terror, caste writes itself more slowly; through repetition, through a thousand daily interactions that teach a person what their body is worth, what it is permitted to touch, where it is allowed to stand. Dr BR Ambedkar, the great Dalit advocate, understood that caste was not merely a social custom. It was a system of control of the body with a logic of purity and pollution inscribed on the skin, colour, and birth. Caste choreographs the body: who bows to whom, whose feet are touched and whose are not, whose body must move out of the way. The Dalit writer and activist Sharankumar Limbale, in Towards an Aesthetic of Dalit Literature, argues that Dalit writing must be understood as testimony that speaks from the wounded body; it is written from within a body that has been systematically told it is less than human.

In the Mari Selvaraj film, Bison, the protagonist’s involuntary flinch in the presence of upper-caste aggression is a profound display of embodied memory. The body, conditioned by generations of caste violence, does not just brace against the immediate threat—it braces against history itself.

This is not limited to India. Across the world, wherever racial or caste hierarchies have existed, they have operated through the body. American slavery, apartheid South Africa, colonial hierarchies in Africa, Asia, and elsewhere, all worked by classifying bodies, marking them as inferior, controlling their movement, their labour, and their reproduction.

The bodies of people who perform physical labour; in mines, in fields, in factories, in domestic spaces, carry the marks of that labour in ways that are hard to conceal. Bent spines from years of bending and in the works of Sebastião Salgado’s iconic photographs of the workers with bend over bodies in Serra Pelada gold mine in Brazil serve as one of the most profound visual documentation of the body as archive. They are the body keeping its account of what capitalism extracted from it.

At the Kochi Muziris Biennale I saw an installation titled Only the Earth Knows Their Labour by artist Birender Kumar Yadav. The work invites viewers into a space that feels like entering a brick kiln; and reflects on the lives of brick kiln workers. The workers themselves are absent, yet their presence lingers everywhere. In an interview, Yadav reflects: when someone performs intense physical labour over long periods, the body begins to adapt, movements become repetitive, and the person almost merges with the tools they use. The half-figure tied to a wall captures what remains after burning—in brick kilns, workers endure such extreme heat that their bodies, too, feel burned or melted by the process.

Joining the global protest…
We Must Evolve To End Wars
The essence of KM Gaffoor’s Malayalam poem Yudham (War) could be translated this way: over small things, we lose our patience and cool, we grow in anger and revenge. When the food had a little less salt, we struck the table in frustration, and pushed the plate away violently. When someone gave a harsh feedback we banged the door so hard. When a glass slipped and shattered, we raised our hands in punishment. Over small things—a meal, a feedback, a mistake—we became storms. ‘This is us.’

And then we, seeing the horrors of war, ask, what is war? Why is there war? KM Gaffoor answers it plainly: ‘war is simply us, made larger.’ War is the ultimate regression; but it is not something that begins out there, between nations and armies and strangers on maps. War is something that begins in here—in the kitchen, at the dinner table, in the spaces between people who are supposed to live with each other.

War is not a disease, but the symptom of weak leadership. A weak leader cannot hold power through competence, so they reach for spectacle; war is the oldest spectacle there is. In modern world, strong countries do not go to war, but strong countries with weak leaders do. When a strong country ruled by a strong leader, they assume world leadership, they lead the world to the next phase of human evolution; weak leaders take us back to the dark ages.

Japan made one of the most remarkable political decisions of the 20th century. Following the devastation of World War II, Japan adopted a new constitution in 1947. Article 9 of this document famously states that the Japanese people "forever renounce war as a sovereign right of the nation and the threat or use of force as means of settling international disputes." The United States, Russia, China, the United Kingdom, France—all permanent members of the UN Security Council, all nominally committed to international peace—all maintain the explicit right to wage war and have the arsenals to prove it. Costa Rica, following the Japan way, in 1948 abolished its military entirely and enshrined no army-no

war policy in its constitution. Today, Costa Rica remains one of the most stable, prosperous, and ecologically advanced nations in its region. Who else dares?

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